I'm Missing You

2010-10-01T02:09:00.000-07:00

Covering my face because I don't wish to face this world.
I don't want to face it.
The truth.
You know how I feel?
You know what is the meaning of using red words?
I'm using my ''blood'' to write.

Today's is Children Days .

Happy Children Days to the kids out there.

I miss those 12 Children Days I spend.

But it shows something.

I'm now not a kid anymore.

So don't call me XMM.

So school today was still okay.

Art double period.

Listening to songs.

Texting.

Do art.

Maths.

Do paper with Syahiirah.

Recess.

English and CME.

Write summary.

Wrote draft 3.

I made improvement(Y)

And went home.

Grab stuffs and went swimming.

Now at Gran's house.

So will texting lesser this few days because DD is having camp till monday.

Tomorrow is Sat.

As usual , training till noon and then study with them.

What else can I blog?

Hey ppl,
if you want to give me tags or comment,
you may do so at http://smileraintears.blogspot.com/
Under comments(:

2010-09-30T05:24:00.000-07:00

Depressed over everything in my life.

It just sucks.

FML.

Second time saying this.

If this didn't happen, I might not even say this 3words.

I removed the cbox.

It's just plain irritating.

I don't care who comes here now.

I'm blogging for my purposes only.

I don't care how other people look at me.

I just want to be myself.

But somehow, I lost the real me through out these years.

Because I keep changing myself.

I told the spammer, it has no life.

I guess I should be saying that to myself.

I have no life and should get a life.

How long will this go on?

A week? A month or an hour?

I hope it last till EOY ends.

So that I can study...

I really want to get good results but it seems so hard.

A 75% .

Possible?

2010-09-29T06:01:00.000-07:00

Photography and dance is the only way I can express what I want to tell this world.

I don't belong here.

It don't suits me at all.

I did nothing wrong and yet I have to be scolded.

This is life?

I don't want this type of life.

I'm now on the verge of breaking down.

I will really go crazy if this continues on.

It seems like every thing I did is done wastefully.

I now trying my best to smile.

But I realized I'm losing that ability.

2010-09-29T01:50:00.000-07:00

Photos taken and edited by my HTC(:

Nice?

Lydia!! Your heart is there too.

Thank You for this idea.

Monday:

Had Chinese and English Paper 1.

Which mean compo paper.

Should be able to pass.

I hope so.

Went home early.

Then do the usual stuffs.

Tuesday:

I forgotten.

I only remember that I went for a swim.

Wed:

School.

Assembly.

Home.

And who knows.

Bye....

Hey ppl , I don't think I did anything wrong to deserve your spams.

If I did anything to you, confront me and not spamming my blog with rubbish.

I'm not a meatball.

I'm a human.

100% human.

If you are a spammer, let me tell you this.

YOU HAVE NO LIFE, GO GET A LIFE .

That's all I have to say.

2010-09-26T03:02:00.000-07:00

Shall blog about yesterday.

25092010.

It was my Babe, LydiaGoh's 14birthday.

Happy Birthday!

Went for battling at studio and we won(:

Peacocks.

That's her.

That's all I have to say about the battling.

Went home and get the present I bought for Suzanna.

I owe her that(:

Went to Kovan, met up with DeTian and took train to HougangMall.

BRYAN WAS LATE!!!

Then went Minitoons to buy Lydia's present.

...

Bought the present(:

A monkey(:

Went for DessertStory and ordered Strawberry Ice.

And here come BRYAN.

Finished my ice.

Saw Suzanna, Fanny and JiaYi outside Minitoons.

Joined them and bought shades with DeTian and Bryan.

Nice shades we bought(:

Next. Popular.

Bryan bought his present.

A book.

"Remember Me"

He forgotten to remove the price tag.

OMG!

Meet Jasmine and set off to Lydia's house.

And Party started.

Drank Henikens and i didn't like it.

Kind of bitter.

Cocktails taste better(:

Then had dinner and went to the park for ... those who went will know.

And went back for cake cutting.

Chocolate cake(:

Went home after that.

I wanted to stay longer...

And that marks the end of the day.

Enjoyed there(: